Thursday, April 16, 2026 Dear Diary…

Dear Diary,

It’s been a week of canceled events. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever become a recluse, since I feel bad about canceled events but also feel good about not having to go out. I’m not sure I could go all the way to Emily Dickinson levels of social avoidance. She did correspond with people, even if she didn’t get out much. Can you imagine getting a letter from Emily Dickinson with one of her charming little poems and maybe a dried flower in it?

I have all of my Grandpa Harry’s and Grandma Lois’s letters to each other from their early days. I have letters that my Dad wrote to my Mom when they were engaged. Her letters to him mysteriously disappeared. My husband and I have all the letters that we’ve written to each other over the years. Isn’t all this correspondence a treasure of some kind? I often thought how wonderful it would be to move into a house where family letters had been left in the attic for the next occupant (me) to find and read. Of course, I always assumed that those letters would be novel worthy, but chances are they’d be more like the letters that my great-grandmother Nettie wrote to my grandmother Lois after Lois got married, detailing everybody’s illnesses back at home. Yes, I have those letters, too.

I wrote oodles of letters to my mom. She gave them all back to me a few years before she died, so I have both sides of our correspondence now.

What to do with all these letters? I just can’t throw them away.

I suppose that will be for the next generation to do.

Reporting from the Sticky Chair, as usual.

I couldn’t possibly throw all these blog posts away. That will be for the next generation of bloggers.

Thursday, April 9, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Here’s a question I pondered today while going in and out of some shops with a couple friends. How guilty should I feel if I go into a shop and don’t buy anything? Here are the options I am considering:

1. No guilt. You are under no obligation to buy anything.

2. A modicum of guilt. The shop owner is there to sell things. His/her business depends on people who will buy their wares. They probably die a little each time someone waltzes in the store exclaiming over how interesting or delightful things are, and then waltzes out again without having made a purchase.

3. Extreme guilt. If you have no intention of buying, you shouldn’t even enter the shop. Why get their hopes up?

Sometimes I think I should just be prepared to buy something and bless the shop owner. I’ve always been rather “frugal” (which is a much nicer word than “cheap”). When I was young, my parents gave me a modest allowance and my dad one time had to tell me that it was okay for me to spend it. So that’s the mentality I’m working with. Or with which I’m working, if I’m going to avoid ending a sentence with a preposition.

Oh dear. Guilty of overthinking things again.

I’ll probably feel varying amounts of guilt over deleting this in the morning.

Thursday, April 2, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

I played one of my mother’s CD’s a few days ago. The first track blasted out the “Dies Irae” from Verdi’s requiem, a piece I had sung in my college days as part of a 300-member chorus. It was thrilling to hear it again and brought me right back to those days. In rehearsal we were singing it in too bland a manner and our director reminded us, “This means “DAY OF WRATH! Sing it like you know what it means!” Oh, the memories.

As I’ve gotten older, memories pile upon memories upon memories. By now they form a solid book in my head, but I can feel some of them quietly slipping away, as if pages are loose and occasionally dropping out. I do hope this means that room is being made for new ones. Is there only so much room in the brain? This is one of those questions that only God can answer.

As to what I’ve been up to lately (besides musing about memories), I’ve finally had to pay attention to the regular nagging I’ve been getting lately about my iCloud storage. Dire messages greet me every time I open my photos file and I absolutely REFUSE to buy anymore iCloud storage. What a racket! So I’ve been transferring photos from iCloud to another, kindlier space.

Some books I’m currently reading:

20,000 Leagues Under the Sea by Jules Verne. Opinion: Jules wanted to write an oceanography textbook and decided to spice it up a bit with a plot.

Uncommon Friends by James Newton. Subtitle: Life with Thomas Edison, Henry Ford, Harvey Firestone, Alexis Carrel and Charles Lindbergh. Now there’s a guy that can name drop with style! Very interesting stuff.

Miss Plum and Miss Penny by Dorothy Evelyn Smith. Fiction. I did so want this to be a book about the friendship between two older ladies, but you can’t tell everything (or anything, apparently) about a book by its title. Miss Plum is young and irritating – why does she get first billing? The book was written in 1959 when I was not even out of diapers, so I don’t expect anything shocking.

Commentary on the book of Hosea by John Calvin. I started this one in November of 2024, so I’m in it for the long haul. I think, dear Diary, and I’m sure you would agree, that it’s a good idea to challenge our minds with reading something that your brain can only handle at the rate of 1-2 pages per day.

Lastly, and definitely not leastly, I took part in a Zoom Poetry Tea Party yesterday. Those of us who have poems in the book I’ve Got A Bad Case of Poetry each introduced ourselves and got a chance to read one of our poems to the other poets and the families who supported the kickstarter campaign at the highest level. What an honor! I suppose I’ll get a big head now.

The Woman with the Big Head

If the Sticky Chair allows me to climb out of it, I’ll delete this in the morning.

Thursday, March 26, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Reporting to you from the Sticky Chair. Just when I feel like I’ve earned a good sit-down, a little voice says in my ear “It’s not good to be too sedentary.” But really, I’ve already been out of the house a record three times today: early morning Bible study, delivering Meals on Wheels (full disclosure: I was only the driver and did no actually delivering of said meals), and a trip to the Fitness Room that emptied my reserve of will power to make me go. By my calculations, I am due about 4 hours in the Sticky Chair, guilt free.

It’s been a good week, dear diary…I think. Whenever anyone asks me how my week went, my mind goes blank. What did I actually do over the last week? Reading, writing, and probably even a little arithmetic. Yes, I actually had to do some mental math to calculate how long I’d been in the fitness room.

After an 8-week absence, I returned to swimming laps and using weight machines. I’m easing in slowly since I’m still recovering from TOTAL KNEE REPLACEMENT surgery. Yes, that’s in ALL CAPS because I need to remember that it’s going to be a while before I’ll be running marathons like I used to. Ha ha – I don’t actually ever have to run marathons because – and this isn’t well known in the running world – I have secretly delegated my son-in-law to run them for me. It’s called “substitutionary running.” When he runs one (even a half a marathon), I get to check it off on my personal marathon score sheet. Please don’t tell him this since he still thinks he’s running them for himself.

Oh, here’s something new, Diary: I took part in a jam session last night with two other women! We had our guitars out to do some playing and singing together. I learned some new songs and discovered that my finger calluses are still rather weak.

I’m working on a new writing project and have determined to be more intentional about praying before I write. Martin Luther said, “God carves the rotten wood and rides the lame horse.” I heard that on a podcast and had to write it down. It makes me happy to know that God will used flawed people, like myself, to accomplish His purposes. Lord, carve this rotten wood and use me to write something that will gallop for your glory.

My famous workout bottle.

I actually don’t have to delete this as I have secretly designated someone else to. It might even be you.

Thursday, March 19, 2026 Dear Diary…

Dear Diary,

We went forth early this morning in a dark, dense and mysterious fog. After a night of interrupted sleep coupled with obsessive dreams about the caramel pecan rolls I was bringing to Bible Breakfast, the fog felt just right. We kept our eyes peeled for deer that might decide that this was the perfect morning to jump in front of a car, and when I felt fears creeping in, I prayed, “Lord protect us from deer jumping in front of our car.” I don’t think the Lord needs flowery prayers at a time like that, do you? On the way home, it was still so foggy, we drove right past our house.

Every once in a while I go through my “Books to Read” list on Goodreads and order a slew of them from the library. I’m not sure why I don’t take a more tempered approach, like perhaps one or two at a time. This is apparently not my way. I have a stack of five in front of me that just came and I’m wondering if this is too many. I’m also in the middle of six or seven books at home. Wait, I just counted them – it’s eight. I got a phone call this morning from the library and there’s one more waiting for me there. Could this be some form of insanity? Inquiring minds want to know.

This morning I put Jeeves to work sweeping and mopping the dining room. I was listening to some orchestral music by Sir Edward Elgar and watching Jeeves go back and forth in front of me. Suddenly I realized I was watching a ballet with Jeeves gliding along the smooth hardwood floor putting in an occasional pirouette as he switched directions in time with the music. This just goes to prove that an imagination can make anything epic.

One last thought. We were telling our son recently about how we got rid of two large metal desks by putting them out on the curb on a nice sunny day with a “FREE” sign. We didn’t actually see who picked them up, but they were gone within a day. Our son suggested that maybe no one had picked them up. “Perhaps,” he said, “they took off for some wooded area nearby and have gone feral.” Doesn’t that idea just cry out for a whimsical poem? I’m giving it some thought.

Whimsically, Me

This post will be obscured by a dark, dense and mysterious fog in the morning.

Thursday, March 12, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

The alarm went off at the wrong time this morning. Technically, it’s been going off at the wrong time ever since last Sunday, the Day that We Wrenched an Hour out of our Lives.

Went to 7:00 a.m. Bible study this morning and discussed various things having to do with a few verses in John 12. We traipsed merrily around the Bible to look at related passages. My brain felt impaired, but fortunately I kept my mouth shut and didn’t advertise the fact. The sky was dark when we left home, but the sun had risen by the time we left the church.


At home we’re reading in Job and Romans now. Meaty stuff. I got to a chapter in Job where he starts rolling out the sarcasm toward his “friends,” always an entertaining part.

Spent almost four hours writing a poem inspired by the book “The Magician’s Nephew” by C.S. Lewis. The poem was a writing assignment. I filled a page of scratch paper with rhyming words, 90% of which I did not use.

Forced myself to get out of the chair (the Sticky Chair, as I often think of it) to get my body moving. Physical therapy, stationary biking, getting more steps in, working in the kitchen.

I’m staring at the clock now and it’s staring back at me accusingly. Somehow I got lured into the Sticky Chair again. The kitchen is calling me and if I don’t respond, things will go all askew in our schedule.

Foggily, Me

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