Thursday, April 9, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Here’s a question I pondered today while going in and out of some shops with a couple friends. How guilty should I feel if I go into a shop and don’t buy anything? Here are the options I am considering:

1. No guilt. You are under no obligation to buy anything.

2. A modicum of guilt. The shop owner is there to sell things. His/her business depends on people who will buy their wares. They probably die a little each time someone waltzes in the store exclaiming over how interesting or delightful things are, and then waltzes out again without having made a purchase.

3. Extreme guilt. If you have no intention of buying, you shouldn’t even enter the shop. Why get their hopes up?

Sometimes I think I should just be prepared to buy something and bless the shop owner. I’ve always been rather “frugal” (which is a much nicer word than “cheap”). When I was young, my parents gave me a modest allowance and my dad one time had to tell me that it was okay for me to spend it. So that’s the mentality I’m working with. Or with which I’m working, if I’m going to avoid ending a sentence with a preposition.

Oh dear. Guilty of overthinking things again.

I’ll probably feel varying amounts of guilt over deleting this in the morning.

Wednesday, April 8, 2026 The Workshop: Bounding Bunnies Abound

Alas, I have not made enough progress on the Henri Matisse painting to feature it this week. I will try to console you in your deep (DEEP) disappointment over that by sharing some bunnies with you.

And for good measure, I’ll throw in an impromptu poem:

A bevy of bunnies,
A riddle of rabbits,
A houseful of hares,
Those wascally wabbits!

You’re welcome.

It’s been my habit
To delete my blabit
Before the dawn
Of the rascally rabbit.

Tuesday, April 7, 2026 Commonplace Quotes: The Spring Coat Edition

There’s a transition that occurs sometime after we’ve had a few warm days, in which I cross over to spring in my heart and in my imagination. The practical outworking of this is that I dress foolishly for the outdoors. It’s spring! What do you mean it’s only 30 degrees out? I shall wear my spring coat anyway. I saw someone today wearing shorts outside, which is a more hard core application of this than I can do.

Put your spring coat on, people.

It is spring again.
The earth is like a child
that knows poems by heart.
Rainer Maria Rilke

Ah, lovely, lovely thought. The earth knows the poems of the seasons by heart because the Poet Himself has done the teaching.

When the winds of change blow,
some people build walls
and others build windmills.
Chinese Proverb

I’m more of a wall builder when it comes to change. But think how much better to turn a profit on it by building a windmill. Is it possible? Only by God’s grace…

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.
And I gave it up.
And took my old body and went out
into the morning
and sang.
Mary Oliver

Perhaps just that, going out into the morning and singing, is enough to start building that windmill. “Praise God from whom all blessings flow…”

‘The sun was warm
but the wind was chill.
You know how it is with an April day.

Robert Frost

You do know how it is on an April day. Unless you live somewhere in the South. Then you might not.

The world shimmers with spiritual meaning that lies just beneath the surface, winking at us through stone or tree or bird or star…. Artists are not creating things so much as finding them, uncovering truths God has already planted in His creation.
George MacDonald

Next time you step outside, pay attention to what is winking at you. Do you see the shimmer?

For lo, the winter is past,
the rain is over and done;
the flowers appear on the earth;
the time of the singing of birds is come.
Song of Solomon 2:11

I saw yesterday that our chive plant is starting to come up. Lo, the winter is past.

Local Squirrel Investigates Early Chive Growth

Lo, the blog post is past. In the morning.

Monday, April 6, 2026 Birds and Icicles

What do birds think about icicles?

Does it ruffle their feathers
In icy cold weathers
When icicles glitter
On the eaves of their feeder?
Do these Swords of Damocles
Make them feel ill at ease?
Or are they oblivious
To moments so perilous?

I listened all day,
To hear what they’d say,
But alas, they aren’t talking
In spite of my stalking.

So what do birds think about icicles?
I don’t know! Do you?


The Sword of Damocles will hang over this post in the morning.

Thursday, April 2, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

I played one of my mother’s CD’s a few days ago. The first track blasted out the “Dies Irae” from Verdi’s requiem, a piece I had sung in my college days as part of a 300-member chorus. It was thrilling to hear it again and brought me right back to those days. In rehearsal we were singing it in too bland a manner and our director reminded us, “This means “DAY OF WRATH! Sing it like you know what it means!” Oh, the memories.

As I’ve gotten older, memories pile upon memories upon memories. By now they form a solid book in my head, but I can feel some of them quietly slipping away, as if pages are loose and occasionally dropping out. I do hope this means that room is being made for new ones. Is there only so much room in the brain? This is one of those questions that only God can answer.

As to what I’ve been up to lately (besides musing about memories), I’ve finally had to pay attention to the regular nagging I’ve been getting lately about my iCloud storage. Dire messages greet me every time I open my photos file and I absolutely REFUSE to buy anymore iCloud storage. What a racket! So I’ve been transferring photos from iCloud to another, kindlier space.

Some books I’m currently reading:

20,000 Leagues Under the Sea by Jules Verne. Opinion: Jules wanted to write an oceanography textbook and decided to spice it up a bit with a plot.

Uncommon Friends by James Newton. Subtitle: Life with Thomas Edison, Henry Ford, Harvey Firestone, Alexis Carrel and Charles Lindbergh. Now there’s a guy that can name drop with style! Very interesting stuff.

Miss Plum and Miss Penny by Dorothy Evelyn Smith. Fiction. I did so want this to be a book about the friendship between two older ladies, but you can’t tell everything (or anything, apparently) about a book by its title. Miss Plum is young and irritating – why does she get first billing? The book was written in 1959 when I was not even out of diapers, so I don’t expect anything shocking.

Commentary on the book of Hosea by John Calvin. I started this one in November of 2024, so I’m in it for the long haul. I think, dear Diary, and I’m sure you would agree, that it’s a good idea to challenge our minds with reading something that your brain can only handle at the rate of 1-2 pages per day.

Lastly, and definitely not leastly, I took part in a Zoom Poetry Tea Party yesterday. Those of us who have poems in the book I’ve Got A Bad Case of Poetry each introduced ourselves and got a chance to read one of our poems to the other poets and the families who supported the kickstarter campaign at the highest level. What an honor! I suppose I’ll get a big head now.

The Woman with the Big Head

If the Sticky Chair allows me to climb out of it, I’ll delete this in the morning.

Wednesday, April 1, 2026 The Workshop: Van Gogh’s Chair

This is week 4 in my series of “Imitating the Masters.” I’m actually surprised that I’ve kept up with it thus far. As promised, I worked on copying a Van Gogh painting this time.

Vincent Van Gogh was a Dutch post-impressionist painter, who lived from 1853 to 1890. If you do the math, that means he died at age 37 – more on that later. He was the very definition of tortured artist. He showed early signs of mental instability which he never really overcame. He worked as an art dealer as a young man. At one point, he threw himself into religion, probably hoping to defeat the demons in his life, and even spent time as a missionary in Belgium.

Eventually Vincent drifted into a life of solitude, having poor health as well. He was in and out of psychiatric hospitals with depression and psychotic episodes, and famously mutilated his ear with a razor in one of his bad spells. These days we would call him a “hot mess.” Most of what we know about him, we know from his correspondence with his brother Theo. The day came when he could endure life no more: he shot himself in the chest. This, amazingly, did not kill him. He was able to walk back to town, but two days later he died from an infection to the wound. His last words were “The sadness will last forever,” haunting words.

Over his lifetime, Van Gogh did over 2,100 pieces of art, coming to a style that featured bold colors and dramatic brush work. Over 800 of those paintings he did in his last two years! He painted “Van Gogh’s Chair” (also called “The Chair and the Pipe”) in 1888, using oil on canvas. I found out that the box in the painting was an onion box! He chose to paint this one in the complimentary colors of blue and orange and said that he “sought an effect of light with bright color.” It hangs in the National Gallery in London.



I have continued to struggle with getting proportions correct, something I’ll be working on in future paintings. I didn’t aim to get exact color matches; mine is a great deal brighter than Van Gogh’s. If you look carefully at mine, you’ll see a major change I made, putting my mark on the painting. Wink, wink.

Next week: Henri Matisse!

And now I’m singing to myself Don McLean’s song, “Starry, Starry Night,” about Vincent Van Gogh.

I’ll probably cram this into an onion box in the morning.

Tuesday, March 31, 2026 Commonplace Quotes: Easter Edition

The sun is setting on the last day in March of 2026. What will April of 2026 bring? Warmer weather, longer days, travels to visit loved ones… But the best thing that April brings this year is that glorious day when we cry out to one another “He is risen!” “He is risen indeed!” I cannot fathom where I would be without knowing Christ as risen Lord. I cannot.

Would you know who is the greatest saint in the world: It is not he who prays most or fasts most, it is not he who gives most alms or is most eminent for temperance, chastity or justice, but it is he who is always thankful to God, who wills everything that God wills, who receives everything as an instance of God’s goodness and has a heart always ready to praise God for it.
William Law

I am not there yet, but it is something to strive for, isn’t it?

Our contentment does not consist in getting the thing we desire, but in God’s fashioning our spirits to our conditions.
Jeremiah Burroughs

Don’t you think that Jeremiah B. and William L. are probably having a good chat right now in heaven?

It would seem that our Lord finds our desires not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.
C.S. Lewis

You knew it was time to roll out some C. S. Lewis again, right? Read that quote a few times and ask yourself if you’ve just been playing at making mud pies when you could be on holiday at the sea. INFINITE JOY.

If my life is fruitless,
it doesn’t matter who praises me.
And if it’s fruitful,
it doesn’t matter who criticizes me.
John Bunyan

I am far too concerned with what other people think of me, than I am concerned with whether or not my life is bearing fruit.

There is no surer foundation for a beautiful friendship
than a mutual taste in literature.
P.G. Wodehouse

So, have you read Wooster and Jeeves? If so, we might have a foundation for a beautiful friendship.

Here’s lookin’ at you, kid.

I’ll use this post for making mud pies in the morning.

Monday, March 30, 2026 Emerging from Hibernation

We are all emerging from hibernation in my part of the world. I sat outside in the sun this afternoon and my skin said, “What is this warmth touching me?” I put on some music and sat for a long time, watching cars, trucks and motorcycles go by and saw quite a few people out for a walk, some with dogs and some without. I like to think I’m invisible to the world when I sit out front. From the attention I get, which is none, I think it’s a reasonable assumption.

The trees are emerging from their hibernation, too. I can see from across the yard that they’re getting ready to get going on some major leaf production.

Our wind chimes were playing music with gentle winds.

And old growth will be making room for new.

Sing praise to the Lord of the seasons!

I’ll probably get rid of old posts to make room for new ones that will have to be deleted.

Thursday, March 26, 2026 Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Reporting to you from the Sticky Chair. Just when I feel like I’ve earned a good sit-down, a little voice says in my ear “It’s not good to be too sedentary.” But really, I’ve already been out of the house a record three times today: early morning Bible study, delivering Meals on Wheels (full disclosure: I was only the driver and did no actually delivering of said meals), and a trip to the Fitness Room that emptied my reserve of will power to make me go. By my calculations, I am due about 4 hours in the Sticky Chair, guilt free.

It’s been a good week, dear diary…I think. Whenever anyone asks me how my week went, my mind goes blank. What did I actually do over the last week? Reading, writing, and probably even a little arithmetic. Yes, I actually had to do some mental math to calculate how long I’d been in the fitness room.

After an 8-week absence, I returned to swimming laps and using weight machines. I’m easing in slowly since I’m still recovering from TOTAL KNEE REPLACEMENT surgery. Yes, that’s in ALL CAPS because I need to remember that it’s going to be a while before I’ll be running marathons like I used to. Ha ha – I don’t actually ever have to run marathons because – and this isn’t well known in the running world – I have secretly delegated my son-in-law to run them for me. It’s called “substitutionary running.” When he runs one (even a half a marathon), I get to check it off on my personal marathon score sheet. Please don’t tell him this since he still thinks he’s running them for himself.

Oh, here’s something new, Diary: I took part in a jam session last night with two other women! We had our guitars out to do some playing and singing together. I learned some new songs and discovered that my finger calluses are still rather weak.

I’m working on a new writing project and have determined to be more intentional about praying before I write. Martin Luther said, “God carves the rotten wood and rides the lame horse.” I heard that on a podcast and had to write it down. It makes me happy to know that God will used flawed people, like myself, to accomplish His purposes. Lord, carve this rotten wood and use me to write something that will gallop for your glory.

My famous workout bottle.

I actually don’t have to delete this as I have secretly designated someone else to. It might even be you.

Wednesday, March 25, 2026 The Workshop: Miro’s Woman, Bird and Star

When we were homeschooling our children, I bought an art appreciation curriculum called “Look, Mommy, It’s a Renoir!” It came with small reproductions of many paintings done by a variety of artists spanning centuries and demonstrating many different styles. I’m using those now as my inspiration as I attempt to “imitate the masters.”

This week’s painting is called “Woman, Bird and Star” by Joan Miro, a Spanish artist who lived from 1893 to 1983. I’d heard of Miro before but didn’t realize until doing some research for this post that Joan Miro was a man. Didn’t see that coming.

Like Albrecht Durer, Miro’s father was a goldsmith, although Miro’s father was also a watchmaker. Miro developed an early interest in art. At his first solo art show in 1918 (at the tender age of 25), his work was ridiculed and defaced. Since some of his work now sells for millions of dollars, Miro clearly rose above this early humiliation. He struggled with depression, however, and used painting as a way of dealing with it.

“Woman, Bird and Star” was an oil painting that was completed on the day that Pablo Picasso died (April 8, 1973), so Miro dedicated this work to him. A prominent visual motif in Miro’s paintings is birds. He once said of his work, “In my paintings, there is a kind of circulatory system. If even one form is out of place, the circulation stops; the balance is broken.”

I’m pretty sure that the star portion of this painting is on the left, under the black ball. But as far as being able to see the woman and the bird, your guess is as good as mine. And maybe it doesn’t matter.

It was kind of fun working on this one. Since it is abstract and symbolic in nature, I didn’t concern myself with trying to make it a perfect copy. But I’m not sure that Miro would be happy with the circulatory system in it; the balance might be broken.

Next week: on to Vincent Van Gogh (whom Miro was inspired by).

I’m intrigued by the box with the name “Vincent” on it. What is that object in it? A toy?

Bidding you adios, amigos! This post may have to be deleted in the morning if I detect balance being broken.

Tuesday, March 24, 2026 Commonplace Quotes: The Spring is Coming Edition

Ah, the coming of spring… Hope is in the air, trees are putting out tiny curled up things that will unfurl into leaves, the birds are gathering for their spring chorus every morning, snow is melting, and the poets are doing their poesy thing with joy. It’s a grand time.

It was one of those March days when the sun shines hot and the wind blows cold; when it is summer in the light and winter in the shade.
Charles Dickens

If you live where March comes on like that, you know what CD is talking about.

I wandered lonely
as a cloud
that floats on high
o’er vales and hills
When all at once
I saw a crowd,
a host, of golden
daffodils
;
beside the lake,
beneath the trees,
fluttering and dancing
in the breeze.
William Wordsworth

Next time you’re outside on a spring day, be William Wordsworth and write about it like that.

Daffodowndilly
She wore her yellow sun bonnet,
She wore her greenest gown;
She turned to the south wind
And curtsied up and down.
She turned to the sunlight
And shook her yellow head,
And whispered to her neighbor:
”Winter is dead.”
A.A. Milne

That is exactly what daffodils are saying when they flutter and dance and turn their heads to one another.

In the morning, one blog post will whisper to another, “The Blog is Dead.”